When you find yourself alone in the world, how do you react. It is simple to just quit living because no-one seems to care about you. World may seem darker now. You can see the people around you having fun, but you are feeling sad and broken inside. Being broken inside doesn't mean you have to show it. If you keep yourself together no one will notice that you are very unstable. And when someone tries to help you, you just refuse because you know you might get hurt again and fall to the same pit again. You feel like you hate people who harmed you, but still some of them cannot be hated.
Once I hated the whole world because I was hurt, but next time I hated myself. For me the only one who can hurt me is myself. When I think back, all my problems start with me at end with me, things in between are people,who I know. I know I'm going crazy and this post is full of nonsense and irrational stuff.
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