If it happened once it can happen again. Trembling, crackling inside without knowing what to do next. From when it got so sad again? Life is cruel but fair. One second I'm walking home with friends, the next I'm in dark graveyard alone and thinking why I'm so alone, when I had friends just a seconds ago around me. Am I destined to walk the Earth alone forever?
Happyness just walking away from me like, I from my friend usually do just sneaking away without saying goodbye when it seems right to leave or I'm tired.
Giving myself bit by tiny bit to others without gaining anything from it. I can't stop doing it, cannot change who I am. I only get back something that makes me sad. Why does it happen... I try to make others happy and I gain nothing except misery of it.
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