Thursday, September 29, 2011

Monster at bay


For myself I'm a monster, but outside I look just like normal, everything inside will be wrecked soon if I don't bother doin anything. I will not let the beast out though it wants and tries to escape. My mind is blocking it till the very end, it never rests. If I try to sleep, I see future, waht would happen if the beast is let out. I don't want it. I will not let it out. I keep it at bay, till the end of my days... 
Putting him to sleep is like trying to get what you see in your reash but never get your hands on it. He just is there and waits, till I let my guard down and then he takes control of me.
I don't know what will happen if he get's out... 
but it will not be good... 
I hope my mind stays sane if not there is nothing left for me to collect after sanity is restored... 

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