First side...
A normal and happy person with no worries. Having a normal life whic like some strive for. This is the good side of me... happy, joyful, understanding, friendly... never hurting anyone, always helpful. Not waiting anything for help nor asking for a reward for a found ring or wallet. That's ordinary me...
Second side...
The unseen side. No one sees it as it has been under the first side always. Planning on how to do things that would hurt people. It wants to get everything. When awakened it is hard to restrain it... While it is awake, body can be calm, but mind is a battlefield of ideas, that cna never be accomplished. For it to reach the frozen depths of feelings is unbareable for mind. Never letting me rest while I want it just bombards my ind with thoughts...
If I could I would silence it, but it's hard... nothing can stop the bombardment better than idea that it will end sometime when I get tired enough.
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