Nothing much

Life seems very pure and honest at start but when you grow up you find it disgusting and deceptive. And some part of our lives we will get that there is no Santa. But some believe still he is somewhere near the North Pole with elves. Well I think he might be there and might not, as I don't have any proof of him existing.

And why do we celebrate Christams every year? Reason is short because christians took it over a long time ago from who they called pagans. And why they did it? They needed a date when people must come to church for praying and "donations" to come. I personally like christmas, but I dislike it being a religious holiday.

Something insane again

Something I think, but I never tell anybody. In my mind whenever I'm alone I will always what would happen,  mostly only horrible events or seeing someone I know being all alone in the forest or park. Why do I think of them - I don't know. It gives me creeps but I'm used to it now. All the pain I have known will never fade away it leaves scars to my soul. My soul... it may not be broken yet but I feel like I don't know what to think or do. So many people who to think about and not to hurt them.  There is no way to kill the pain I feel. No painkillers would work, or they would be only temporary. 

My mind wanders in the distant lands, seeking for anwser what to do with her. 

Life has been too miserable in past weeks, but as well there has been happy times too. 

I have been thinkg to write for long... or not to write because I'm confused by all who are there in the world. Insanity taking over my mind, but not letting it control my actions.

Walking in the graveyard everyday past week has been good for me as there I feel like no one can hurt me there, not even my dark thoughts, not zombies, not anyone as that is a place of last rest for all who have died.

Am I dead within living people? 

My emotions are hard to get as they are buried deep inside. 

Walking in snowstorm feels great as I'm not feeling cold at all. It's just my body that radiates heat whenever I do something.

Too much exercise is always not good for me, but why I do that I don't know how to anwser that... 

My mind is something to get... just somethin insane I write... going insane is fun... no one notices when I snap, because it is in my mind...

Sanity farewell, welcome insanity

You say you know me, but actualy you are lying because you don't know anything about me. You don't know how harsh and repulsive I am. Just one word and all what I am can be torn to shreds in an instant. You say I need help, well I say not your help. When I'm frustrated it will take time to get myself together. For example I wanted to smash my racket to bits while playing the 3rd place game today in tournament. I'm at the edge of sanity and insanity. Somehow I want to hit, smash, or just wreck something, but my mind wouldn't let me do it. I have never been good with people, it happens always I get friends with them and some time passes peacefully and then I find myself not talking to them in a long time because I did something, but they don't want to talk about it. I want to hate myself because I've caused so much pain to others, but I can't some of them were demanding it. 

Changes on this blog

I have made a new blog that will be only for estonian readers, because I don't like writing in two different languages into same place. The original posts stay here which are estonian. From now on in this blog I shall write in english.
Here is the new blog if you want to visit. New posts will be added in time.

Vahelduste nädal

Üks huvitav nädal jälle möödas.

See nädal erines teistest, sest see nädal ma suutsin ainult ühe korra trennis käia, millest mul on suht kahju.

Sulgpall jäi ära, sest teisipäeval ja neljapäeval olid rokimängud ning reedese asendustrenni ajal oli animeööl, ning laupäeval olin liiga väsinud, et jõuda sinna

Esmaspäeval käisin trennis ära, päris mõnus oli.

Teisipäeval kuna trenni ei olnud käisin sõpradega kinos vaatamas Harry Potteri uusimat filmi, mis oli minu jaoks suur dissapoint. Ning pärast käisin saunas.

Kolmapäev, neljapäev lihtsalt istusin õhtu otsa arvutis vaatasin animet või siis istusin IRCus või MSNis rääkides, vahepeal lihtsalt trollides inimesi.

Reedel käisin Animeööl, kus see kord näidati Madhouse'i poolt tehtud animevalikut. Needless ep 6 jäi sealt kõige paremini meelde XD. Kuigi huvitav oli ka alguseks vaadatan Captain Herlockit. Alguses kui kohale jõudsin oli keegi otsustanud nali teha ja ukse lukustada, nii et pidin ootama ukse taga kuni tyyp otsustas selle lahti teha. Muidu oli huvitav animeöö aga pidin kahjuks vara lahkuma, sest hommikul oli Tallinna sõit plaanis.

Animeöölt lahkudes otsustasin läbi tulla surnuaiast ning see ei osutunudki nii läbi kukkunud plaaniks, sest scenery mis seal avanes oli lihtsalt nii epic, et oleks tahtnud seal tunde niisama jalutada ja nautida lumist surnuaeda.

Laupäeva hommikul oli juba kell 7 start Tallinna poole Eesti Gaidide Liidu aastakoosolekule, mis pmst koosnes sellest, et oli vaja kuulata ning hääletada. Aga see osutus väga ebahuvitavaks ning väsitavaks.

Tallinnast tagasi jõudes pidin viima venna arvuti sõbra poole kuna see suri ära eelmine päev ning tuli välja, et jama on selles et emaplaat suri ära. Peale kahetunnist linnatiiru koju tulles avastasin, et vend pelab mu arvutis WoWi ja toob ettekäändeks "kohe lõpetan". Ja terve õhtu oli juba rikutud.

Pühapäeval avastasin, et suutsin 12h magada ja kui üles ärkasin oli tuju hea aga siis langes tuju korraks miinusesse. Kuna oli saand IRCust kickbanni otsustasin teha oma kirjanduse kursusetöö ära.

Nädal millist pole ammu olnud...

Crayziness lvl 1

When you find yourself alone in the world, how do you react. It is simple to just quit living because no-one seems to care about you. World may seem darker now. You can see the people around you having fun, but  you are feeling sad and broken inside. Being broken inside doesn't mean you have to show it. If you keep yourself together no one will notice that you are very unstable. And when someone tries to help you, you just refuse because you know you might get hurt again and fall to the same pit again. You feel like you hate people who harmed you, but still some of them cannot be hated.
Once I hated the whole world because I was hurt, but next time I hated myself. For me the only one who can hurt me is myself. When I think back, all my problems start with me at end with me, things in between are people,who I know. I know I'm going crazy and this post is full of nonsense and irrational stuff.

Snowstorm and Movie

So I went to movies with some friends to watch "Harry Potter and the deathly hallows part 1". But while I was watching it I was so dissapointed in it. It was just too easy to see through as I had read all the books of Harry Potter a while ago.
When I got out of the movies there was this great snowstorm blowing snow into my face. Not that it hurt but wind and cold with it was so good to feel on my face. Described as a warm breeze of air on this cloudless, windless night.
It was only because my trainging had been cancelled because of a basketball game.
And what to do on thursday night when I have another free spot in my schedule...

My Graveyard

Have you ever been to a graveyard, at night, when the full moon is up with stars? I have, it was a cloudless night and the snow on the road and graves shined nice and white. I have no fear in walking this graveyard because I know there aren't any new bodys buried there. Only ashes are buried in that graveyard now. Sadly my uncle's ashes ly in that graveyard too.

I used to live just next to the graveyard so my fear of the dark and creatures in that dark graveyard is gone. You think if zombie apocalypse comes I wouldn't go there. You are wrong, the people who are buried there are atleast 20-100 years dead already so only bones are left. There could be some zombies, but not a horde that I or anyone else can't handle.

In that graveyard I've played hide and seek. It used to be fun there to play with friends. But now as I go there I sometimes pass by to respect one of my greatest heroes grave, Julius Kuperjanov. He with help of armoured trains freed Tartu in 1919.

Maze of skulls

I find myself in a dark room. Room filled with skulls and only way out is one black door.
The door itself looks like harmless, but I never know whats behind that door. So I get myself together and open the door, after that door is a corridor also filled with skulls. Int his corridor seems to be many doors like this one. I try to open one of them, I can't. They must be opened from inside first. After while I notice I've got stuck in a maze of corridors, with doors everywhere. Only things what are there with me are skulls. Just plain old skulls. I wonder why they are there, maybe because all of them once had been here and never got out. But if that is true, then this place must be very old.
So I sit down to think about what to do. I pick up a skull and notice a markings on skulls back, in there its written name of a person I once knew. And then I get it, the skulls are from the people who I had been ignoring all my life. So I set off for another journey in a maze of skulls.
After many days of wandering around the maze I find a white door in this dark and filthy maze. Though I try to open it I can't. But next to the wall is written: "She must let you in". So I knock on the door. The door only opens a little but enough that I can see a figure of a girl I knew, but can't remember her still.
Then I realise why I am in this maze. I closed myself for people for too long that they all died. And only 1 was left. The one who knew about me what no one else knew.

Death

Again I'm talking about Death, but this time it is about one of the Four Horsmen.
He is as old as world and god himself, been always there to reap souls of fallen. In souls of Fallen I mean even the Angels who have lost their wings and fallen to Earth for treason against their brothers and sisters. But Death reaps everything else too: animals, humans and even plants. He is just a Grim Reaper, because people are getting their numbers higher and higher is work gets very hard. So he called up for lost souls who had nothing else to do and asked them to collect souls of the fallen and dying ones.
Now he rests in Hell with his brothers: War, Pestilence and Famine. Only time him to leave Hell is when his brothers leave the Hell to for some little time. He rides out on pale steed, depending from era it can be a pale horse or a white Cadilac. It only happens when the apocalypse starts, so till that you don't have to be scared by meeting them. They wouldn't be walking on Earth before Apocalypse.

War

War,  usually known as fight between two sides with opposite extreme opinions. War is described as an awful way to make your ideas clear to people. But what some don't know is that War is actually one of The Four Horsemen, who makes people fight each other to amuse him.
Usually War stays in his nice home in Hell and only can come out to breathe fresh air for some time after every century. War is gaining his pass to Earth only by holding peace in Hell so demons wouldn't kill each other for no reason. So when War leaves his royal quarters in Hell for a little tour on Earth, all hell breaks loose in Hell demons kill each other for fun and the strongest shall triumph over weaker and lesser demons. And when War gets back from his field trip there is needed a lot of repairing and redecorating in Hell.
So shall continue the tales of the Four Horsmen.

HellHounds

Hellhounds are usually nice and small puppies...
Humans don't see Hellhounds, but demons can see them. And hellhounds are servants of a certain semon species called the Crossroads demons. Demons who deal with peoples who want to get famous, lots of money, etc and they give them 10 years of freedom to taste their fruits till hellhounds come and take their life. People who have sealed the contract can see the dogs, before they get ripped to shreds.
Maybe most known hellhound is Kerberos, from Greek mythology. The famous keeper of the Underworld and with three heads most terrifying helhound ever. But he is a servant for Hades the god of death in Greece.
Otherwise hellhounds lurk in hell looking for bones to gnaw on and just have fun with other demons...
My advise don't try to get close to hellhounds if you don't want to get ripped to shreds.

Zombieland

Today I had a very intense and weird dream.
I was in school when it all started (this sounds like Highschool of the dead, I know), at first there were some attacks but it all spreaded with bites, though people had their mind, they still started eating others, and only way to stop them was to shop of their head. So me and group of survivors fled the school. On the way we lost some people, when we were on street, we couldn't make sense who is a zombie and who is not, and they had the same problem (don't know why).
So we were heading to somekind of safehouse, on the way we noticed a "phoenix", well it seemed like it at first but when it got closer it got to us that this is a flaming plane circling over our heads. And getting closer to the ground, finally it touched down just 20 meters from were we had been 10 seconds ago.
After that incident, I found myself at home. Didn't notice how did I get there. At first I went to find an axe before the zombies get to us. Then I find that my granny is home but she looks like she had had bitten by zombie. So she wants me to chop of her head because she don't want to turn. So I do it with some "minor" problems, like not a clear cut, I have to take 4-5 times when I get it really off. Then comes our neighbor buy who had been bitten too and asks to chop off his head. This time it goes smoothly. After that comes the people who had been turned into mindless bloodthirsty zombies. So I start to chop of their heads with an axe at my door. There only comes 5 or 6 of them and then I am going off to find my friends with who I escaped the school.
After I've set off from home I end up in somekind of den of people who have bitten but haven't lost their mind yet, but they are hunting me and others like me who haven't been bitten because they are hungry for human meat, although they can't distinguish humans from the bitten. It seems I have lost my axe on the way so I start looking for a sharp tool to use as weapon. As I'm looking I found a room where are only tools but they are too small for close combat so I can't risk to take any of them. After that I'm going out to street, and find that the bitten ones are taking cars to track the humans down and bring them for the meal. On the street they have a big variation of vehicles, from minis to big armored army trucks. So they set off I stay near their den looking for an open vehicle what I could use. Then I meet a group of humans looking also for wheels. I help them find some wheels but when they invite me to come with them I say no for no reason I could come up with. 
Before I wake up I end up in some kind of arena where is held some kind of ceremony, but before I get to know what it is I wake up.

Demons

Demons are usually porterayed as red guys/chicks with horns. But think little realistic who would like to look like a whooker in red latex? Demons can be every size, from a little virus to a the Devil himself, but here we don't know what size devil wears. So 1 thing is straight demons aint those red whookers in latex.
Now you see demons can be almost everything you see around you and those mythical creatures as werewolves, vampires, ghouls, even frickin zombies and not to mention hell hounds. Hell hounds are loyal servants to demons who can control them to get what they want like crossroads demon who seals deals for collecting souls and when the time is right the hounds will collect the soul.
Then there are those demons who are afraid of the Devil and want to get him never out of his cell. They are hunted by their onw kind and slaughtered like pigs when they are catched.
Forgot to mention that demons can posess a person. When they leave persons body the body is left like it is, so if you fell 9 stories when you were possesed  you will notice it when demon leaves.
So don't get in the way of any demons or even the Devil.

Angels and Saints

So todays story is about angels. Angels the tough guys with white and feathery wings. Well some refer to angels as messengers of the God, I think they are just a work of God.
 They were created before humans so God could see how he is doing with greating life. When he saw how majestic the Angels were, He created humas, but one thing separated them from humans. Humans were sometimes hostile to eachother. So God punished them, but he still loved them. One day one of his Angels Lucifer raised against God and for that he was sent to earth from Heaven.

On Earth Lucifer created demons, trapped souls of dead people, to be his slaves. When God noticed it he sent Lucifer and his slaves deeper in to the Earth, to the pit we nowadays know as the Hell.
How could an Angel fall so low as hell? It's easy they just rebel on each other, and so we don't know how many angels have fallen from Heaven for their betreyal. We only know that the strongest fallen Angel is trapped in a hole from where is no escape.

Some Fallen ones have melded into the crowd and became known as Saint's for their work for other people and still having faith on humankind when the Heaven has lost its faith to the mankind. Saints nowadays don't stand up from big crowd, because nowadays people just worship the famous people like Michal Jackson, Paris Hilton, Justin Bieber(who I really hate a lot actualy) and many more. Saints are special people who help others without taking anything from them as a reward. They just do it from their free will.

Death

Death is just an ending of a sad and a start of new life. What I believe is that when people die they are reborn in the moment of their death as someone else on the other side of the globe. Death comes to all at its own speed, there is no reasoning with Death. Death takes somebody close from me so what, I can live it through but if all are gone all my friends and family then I feel like I want to give myself to Death at an instant.

Let Death take you naturally don't call for him to come for you prematurely. You will hurt those who are still around you if you do so. Death is just a messenger and the message is : YOUR TIME IS OVER!

Life

When you happen to find yourself walking down the road all by yourself and the only companion is wind it will be pretty sad. But what is life then? Life is a big pile of sad things glued with good memories. I have yet to see how it turns out for me. Because sad things only happen to me. I'm always alone when I feel like I need someone. Just me in my small and dark room, thinking silly things.

Life isn't always so gloomy though. There are some things that make you feel good and happy. but how long does it last? An hour? A day? There is never a happily ever after in life. Life will always end gloomy and sad.

But the only thing you can do is the way you live it. You can live your life out running into dangers or you can hide from them. It doesn't matter. You will never be happy, it's just a feeling for moment. The life will always end with sadness. For all of us.

Story about a girl

Day later after Alice heard about her curse, she went to talk to her about it. Alice found that both boys were blondes and were handsome. One thing more in common was that they both helped her in a way. When she was talking about it they both passed the place where both accidents took place. There the girl bursted to tears and Alice was a shoulder to cry on till they got to her home. The girl thanked Alice for being so good th her because they were almost strangers.

The next day they met at astreet two blocks away from school. The girl was so suprised to see Alice. She asked Alice where does she live and found out that Alice lived almost next door to her. reason she hadn't noticed yesterday was that she was still crying when she got inside.

The weeks passed and Alice and the girl were still together and up for defending eachother. Alice had explained to the girl that she likes boys too and she tryied once to walk hoe with a boy she knew from her kendo class. And then it happened again. They were hit by a black truck out of nowhere and the boy managed to get Alice out of harms way but he payed with his life for it.

The girl passed by the scene  roughlt five minutes later and found Alice crying next to the body of a boy she knew a little. Then she noticed that his wounds were almost perfectly same as had been on his last two memories. It hit her hard this time to see Alice crying down there.

After paramedics took the body away and the police had taken both girls testemonies they went to the girl's hpuse to take a little break of everything. The girl wanted to make some tea or coffee and talk things straight. Alice wasn't harsh on her because know she knew what the girl had lived through once. They decided never again to try get a boyfriend because they knew what happens if they do.

The black truck never came when they were together at the same place where the accidents happened. But when there was a boy with them it passed them from a very close range almost hitting the girl who was closest to the road.

 They were trying to solve the mystery of the black truck that was haunting them both. At first they had few leads that leaded nowhere. Only connection they made was that truck appears and kills the boy when one of them is with a boy who has helped them with something. And when they are together there and a boy is with them the truck doesn't harm the boy.

Story about a girl

It happened on a sunny day. They only knew eachother for only few weeks or so. They were walking down the road when a black truck hit them out of nowhere. The boy managed to push girl out of harms way, but he got hit and died before the ambulance got to the scene.

Girl was frustratedand crying weeks after the accident because she felt guilty about the boy she almost knew and who died saving her. Then one day when she was in  a shop she noticed this blond haired boy who looked almost like the boy who saved her. The boy looked at her and came to her asking if he knew her. The girl  anwsered only that she once knew a boy who looked just like him. They did their shopings and at the entrance the boy asked if he can send her to home because she wasn't looking healthy.

The girl accepted the request. Almost exactly like last time a black truck came from nowhere and the boy saved her and again boy who saved her died.

Now six weeks later she is looking good and happy because she found a girl she is fond to. And the girl she found is liking her too. Though at first she was afraid that the black truck will appear again, but it didn't happen.
It happened two weeks after the second boy was killed in an accident. A girl was transferred to her class from upstate because her parents moved to this little town. After teacher had introduced as Alice she was sent to next to the girl. At first class got silent. Alice learned the stuff about her the very next day. She wasn't afraid of her so called curse.

Päris igav koolipäev

1. tund Inglise keel - tegevus: 1/2 magan 1/2 teen tööd kaasa
2.tund Keemia - tegevus: magan
3.tund Füüsika - tegevus: midagi ei saa aru... täidan bioloogia TVd, Rage ehk mõtted kuidas vaigistada oma kõrval istuvat attentionwhorest klassivenda kes kogu aeg üritab kõigile tüdrukutele külge lüüa
4.tund Eesti keel - tegevus: olen üles ärkanud ja võtan tunnist osa
5.tund Matemaatika - tegevus: töö, teen 25 mintaga ära, koridoris teen ajaloo kodutöö ära
6.tund Ajalugu - tegevus: loen õpikut, täidan töölehte... booooring
7.tund Majandus - tegevus: klassis möla liiga suur, mõtted miks vihata maailma enda ümber
8. tund Muusikaajalugu - tegevus: kuulamistöö ning 10 lause kirjutamine õpikust maha...
Päris igav päev või mis...

Killud teisest päevast

Kui olime lahkunud koolimajast, kus ööbisime jõudsime Shiro ja Saintiga veerand tunni pärast tagasi Athena juurde. Athenas, aga sain teda et alguses oodati meid juba kella 10.00 aga meie jõudsime kuskil 10.30 või hiljem. Põhus oli lihtne, oli vaja tegelad koristamisega, aga tuli välja et Athenal oli oma koristaja olemas ning meid polnud vaja.

Kuna mind polnud seal enne avamist vaja otsustasin, et käin kiirelt kodus söön midagi ja vahetan riided ära.
Kodus käidud ja peaaegu bussipeal olles helistas Genky ja küsis ega ma klaviatuuri ei saa kodust võtta, kuna buss oli kohe kohe tulemas pidin ära ütlema.

Athenasse tagasi jõudes asusin ma jälle mööda treppe jooksma ning uurima mis toimub.
Vahepeal aitasin Toomast Stepmania klaviatuuri võistluse jaoks klaviatuure kontrollida. Ning siis kui jõudis kätte võistluse minu kord, kaotasin Shadowmanile , sellepärast et laulu kiirus oli minu jaoks liiga aeglane.

Vahepeal toimus ka cosplay võistlus, mille videosi saab näha siit. Sealt ühed lemmikumad olid minu jaoks tantsudest Endless ja Broken wings : Blast and double trouble. Võitja mulle ei meeldinud eriti oma show offi poolest. Riided küll lendasid aga mina ei näinud seal seda imet mis oli kahes eelmises märgata.

Paarkümmend korrust edasi

Toimus söömisvõistlus. Millest ma võtsin osa, kuigi ei võitnud. Võitis Gerli , kes suutis oma kausi tühjendada kiirnuudlitest kõige kiiremini. Kohe varsti peale söömisvõistluse lõppu algas ka lõpetamine, kuid enne seda veel toimus Guilty Gear'i finaal Athena kino suurel ekraanil. Selle võitis muidugi Antiviirus, kes mängis Riho vastu. Lõpetamisel teatati kõikide erinevat võistluste võitjaid ning nad said erinevaid auhindu.

Pilt Animatsuri toredast meeskonnast. Ja sellega oligi läbi minu esimene AniMatsuri.
Peale külaliste lahkumist hakkasid kõik asju pakkima ning avastasid, et osad asjad on kadunud ja midagi on leitud ka. Lõpetuseks see oli üks parimaid nädalavahetusi mis ma olen veetnud koos baka.ee seltskonnaga siiamaani.

Öö kahe päeva vahel

Teine päev algas minu jaoks väga vara, umbes poole kahe paiku kui Keldrist minema asusime Sainti, Shiro ja teistega. Me lahkusime Genky, Kawry, Riioni ja Shadowmani järel, kes 2 korda küsisid Sainti ja Shitro käest kas nad teed teavad, kuigi mina olin nende selja taga ja nad ei märkanud mind. Ma suutsin olla sel hetkel nagu nähtamatu mees oma kaabuga.

Koolimaja nurga juures ootasime korraks kuni Enn lõppetab oma purgi kiirelt ära. Saali jõudes avastasime, et suurem osa magab ning keegi oli otsustanud kest saali magama jääda. Kuna ina ja Shirotoki olime öövalves otsustasin saalist lahkuda ja olla koridoris. Mõni hetk peale seda iitusid minuga Saint ja Shirotoki.

Kulus kena 10 rahuliku minutit, kui esimene unetu tuli ja liitus meiega koridoris. Hiljem tulid veel viimased pidulised ka koolimajja. Kui ma läksin korra saali checkama kuidas seal on, oli kuulda väga ilusat "kondserti", Enn kes magas ning paar tükki veel norskasid nii et saal kajas. Ning Saint oli avastanud, et keegi maggab klaveri all. Eks need viimased ka liitusid meiega ning kuna teema muutus minu jaoks igavaks mõtlesin võtta oma MP3e ja kuulata seda "natukene".

Mõni aeg hiljem otsustas Enn minna otsima tualeti aga tuli tagasi koos majavalvuriga, kes ütles et ta oli trepile magama jäänud. Tagasi jõudes jäi Enn koridoris tooli peale istudes magama mõneks ajaks, kuni ta jälle üles ärkas. Siis üritas ta jälle otsida tualeti, aga seekord saatsin ta Aloriga kaasa. Tagasi jõudes läks Enn tagasi saali magama.

Vahepeal olid osad otsustanud, et võiks magama minna ning Shiro ja Saint olid kuskil kooli peal pilte tegemas. Kell oli kuskil viis või pool kuus niiet otsustasin, et lasen silma korraks looja. Kui üles ärkasin oli kell kuskil kaheksa ning avastasin, et Shirotoki magab, Saint on üleval ja osad tegelevad oma asjadega.

Kuna selleks ajaks kui Shirotoki ärkas olid osad inimesed juba lahkunud ootasime viimaseid lahkujaid, et ise lahkuda. Peale meid jäi sinna ainult üks inimene, kes tahtis veel magada. Me lahkusime kuskil poole kümne paiku hommikul.

1. päeva parimad palad

Flash Mobil

Jõudsin siis Athenasse tagasi. Aitasin veidike asju sättida ning siis asusin Raekoja platsi poole teele, kus pidi algama AniMatsuri Flash mob, ehk rahva ühistantsimine. Sinna jõudes avastasin, et flash mob hilineb veidike Tervisenädala ürituse tõttu mis toimus samas kohas. Raekoja platsil oodates märkas mind Merit, kes muidugi mull tervituseks kaela hüppas, et pidin paar sammu tagasi astuma. Kui ta oli ma olin ta kaelast ära saanud märkas ta minu kiisulipsu ja tahtis seda ära süüa koos Teshriniga, kes oli ka minu juurde jõudnud korraks.

Pärast seda väikest kokkusaamist kulus natuke aega kuni algas flash mob, mida juhtis Teshrin ning Sato-chan ja Merit olid tal kaasa tantsimas. Iga muutuva looga tuli rahvast juurde. Lõpuks viimase looga jalutas Stopa lihtsalt massi keskele ja hakkas kaasa tantsima, mis oli väga huvitav vaatepilt.

Peale flash mobi kui rahvas hakkas Athena poole liikuma kiirustasin mina igaks juhuks ette piletikassa juurde appi. Tuli välja, et minu abi oli ikkagi vaja raha vahetamiseks, sest esimesed kes tulid otsustasid maksta 500 rahatähtedega. Nii ma jooksin kahe 500ga Tavidisse, kus ma sain 1 lahti vahetatud ja siis teise sain alkopoes vahetatud. Tagasi jõudes märkasin et rivi oli juba pea Tsink Plek Pangeni jõudnud.


Paarkümmend korrust edasi.


Ma olin jõudnud vahepeal Meritit tassida süles 4 korrust, käia Volga all-you-can-eat buffetis söömas. 
Mõniaeg hiljem otsustas Ayra, et võiks väikse tiiru teha Raekoja platsi ja tagasi. Tee peal kohtasime moosekante, kes küsisid miks mul Lostinthemist'i mõõk käes on. Ta suutis selletada oma soome kollegeeile, et ma olevat Kalevipoeg. Nad isegi mängisid meile ühe lühikesed kuid huvitava viisijuppi. Raekojast möödudes tuli meie juurde üks naisterahvas, kes otsis Athena keskust, et tulla AniMatsurile. Me aitasime tal jõuda sinna, ise jalutades tagasi.


Veel Paarkümmend korrust edasi


Vahepeal olin osa võtnud Guilty Geari turiniirist, kus kaotasin teises ringis, kuigi enne seda olin just tulnud Stepmania tantsumati võistluselt. Oli lõpetamise aeg.
Ma olen kaua mõelnud, miks ma tõstsin käe kui Genky küsis lõpetamisel, et kes teab teed Keldrisse, ehk afterpartyle. Küllap oli see mu kohusetundest.
Enne inglisilda enda seljataha vaadates avanes huvitav vaatepilt, mina, noor koolipoiss juhin suurt inimmassi. Kuradi sillast möödudes hakkas see mass juba lagunema, niiet ootasime silmakliiniku juures bussipeatuses kõik järgi ning liikusime Keldri suunas edasi. Vahepeal otsustasid Sato-chan, Võhik ja Ummi minna teist teed pidi.


Keldris


Keldrisse jõudes korra särk ära vahetatud kiirelt ning siis edasi pidutsetud. Vahepeal uuris Teshrin, kas või kuna ma lahkun. Kuna ma teadsin, et ma ei jõua enne pühapäeva õhtut koju soovitasin tal Antsuga rääkida. Ning nad lahkusid kuskil Iirise esituse ajal. Iirist oli väga mõnus kuulata, kuid õhk Keldris oli nii lämbe asusin ümber vaheruumi, kus oli vähemalt õhku.
 Kuid alguses olid otsustanud lätlastest suitsetajad süütada oma suitsud ukse ees, nii et seal oli väike suitshais juures. Vaatamatta sellel oli vaheruumis inimesi alati ja seal sai palju nalja. Näiteks see kuidas Elvise GF talt õlu ära võttis ja sõimama kippus. Või siis kui Valdars üritas kellegilt särki eemaldada, millest jäi Karoliine fotokasse ilus pilt. Vahepeal lasi Antiviirus end maidiks ümber riietuda ning seda mis peale seda saalis toimus oli huvitav jälgida. Kunagi ühe paiku otsustasime Sirotokiga minna ööbimispaika. Aga sellest saab lugeda järgmiesst postitusest.

Eellugu

See kõik algas mitu nädalat tagasi, kui sõber (Ayra) pakkus välja et võiks Animatsuri korraldustiimiga liituda. Võtsingi õhtul julguse kokku ja küsisin. Vastuseks sain jah ma saan liituda ning minu peale jäi ööbimise korraldamine ühes Tartu koolis AniMatsuri ajal. 

Läks mõnusalt paar päeva mööda, kui sai Võhikuga käidud koolis kuid meie üllatuseks oli direktor meie kohale jõudmise ajaks majast lahkunud. Peale seda feili sai istudu Võhikuga maha Opera pizza'sse ning räägitud niisama juttu.

Päevad möödusid, iga päev jõudis minuni paar e-maili nendelt julgetelt, kes tahtsid koolis ööbida.  Kõik said lisatud endale faili, et kergem oleks. Mida päev lähemale AniMatsurini jõudis seda rohkem ma pabistasin. 

Jõudis kätte ka viimane päev enne AniMatsurit, muidugi oma skautliku/gaidliku põhimõtte Igapäev üks "heategu" järgi läksin appi ülejäänud meeskonnale asju tassima ning sättima. Päris huvitav oli näiteks 2 kõlarit vedada neljandale korrusele, kott-tooli, toole ja laudu ning kõike muud mis sinna toodi.

 

Enne lahkumist 22.00 ajal sain teada, et olin lubanud Genkyle, et võtan 2 meeskonnaliiget enda poole ööseks. Sai siis New-Guy ja Shirotokiga läbi öise Tartu minu poole kõnnitud, muidugi viis tee meid läbi öise surnuaia. 

Hommikul asusime Shirotokiga kooli poole teele. Kohale jõudsime 15 min varem kui olime planeerinud. Kuskil 11 paiku kui olime seal rahulikult oodanud, helistas SaintMadeleine, et ta olevat oma kambaga ära eksinud. Ma palusin edasi öelda, et nad ootaksid ERMi ees, samal ajal kui mina nende poole läbi pargi hakkasin jooksma. 2-3 minuti pärast olin mina ERMi ees ja esimene tervitus oli kiljatus kellegi poolt grupist. Sai siis rahulikult koos nendega kooli juurde tagasi kõnnitud. Sinna jõudes sain teada et vahepeal oli jõudnud teine grupp koolini ja Shirotoki oli nendega väljas aega veetnud. Koolis lasin ööbijad kes tahtsid oma asjad sinna jätta päevaks sisse ja  lahkusime u 15 min enne 12.00, et jõuda õigeks ajaks Flash mobi vaatama. 

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