But it used to be special day before the Forever alone meme changed the meaning of it to Forever alone day for people who don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend or just who want to be cool and use memes everyday.
I honestly dislike those last ones, because I used to like Valentines day with the original meaning. But it changed some time ago when I made one bad mistake on that day... Till this day I regret that I had no balls and ruined someone's day forever...
But before that I don't remember if I really did something special that day or not. Because then I used to play World of Warcraft all day long. I guess I hadn't really done anything for Valentine's day before that mistake.
Now I am at the point of wanting to do something for someone, but not knowing what or to who.
It seems this month is the lowest point of all year... atleast for third year in a row, because before that I had no life what so ever.
Best thing to do on this day is nothing for anyone and by doing that you can't hurt anyone. Because by doing nothing you don't do anything stupid that might work out against you, second by avoiding doing something for someone keeps you from hurting someone. Although it doesn't work in realtionships to be noted. Atleast from my point of view... from another's it can be rather different.
As I am the one who does everything for others and nothing for oneself I would mind a day off. Just to collect all the lost pieces of myself. But I fear that my nature just doesn't take breaks like I would like to take...
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